Kate Ellen

is creating blogs & videos of this journey. Being raw, authentic, and real.

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You get access to my poems!

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I write poems, and some of them are quite personal.
If you give $5 a month, I'll make sure you have access to the poems I've written in the past as well as ones I write from here on out! You can search 'poetry' or 'poem' in this space and see the ones you've missed.

Your name in video credits

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I'll put your first name in the credits at the end of my videos I share on Youtube. You get to read my posted poems and unlock more personal content.

You get to hear me sing

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Singing is scary for me because I have severe stage fright.
  • If you give $25, I will sing a song and share it with you each month.
  • Plus, you will be able to read the really nitty gritty stuff I'm too afraid to share with just anyone, 
  • I'll also mention your name in my videos and give you credit for being a patron.
  • You can read my poetry posts.
  • Plus, you just provided my family with even more food, which means I have time to work on more content, videos, and poems. 




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Live vicariously through me on this journey as we take a huge leap!!

Having been a missionary for the last 16 years, I have deconstructed my faith and recently come out of the closet as a lesbian on social media here. Many people, after watching my youtube videos, are asking me to set up a patreon account sharing my journey as I go from 'Christian missionary' to non-religious, lesbian, who still loves helping people.
I'm creating raw, personal videos of my journey which I hope will help you through your own struggles...
Once a week or more, I'm sharing what it's like to take a leap of faith and risk everything to own my truth all while having five kids in tow... 
I am risking my career, my life, my marriage of 24 years, my financial backing from Christian donors... to be myself.. 

Come along on with me through my video journals on youtube. I hope to be a voice for the oppressed and share my bravery and vulnerability as I do this. It is scary!! I have no security of tomorrow...Travel with me... who knows where I'll end up? It might all just depend on YOU.

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