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Worthless, Anxious, Depressed, Anger, no control, unique, weird, genuine, loyal, truthful, you get the idea... these are many of the ways I would describe myself if one would ever ask, But they don't. I've been told I ask too many questions, I have too many ideas, I need too much or want too much. But how is it that I am any different than those around me? Where do I belong, where do you belong. I'm going in detail of every event I can recall in its entirety, every raw, painful, unbelievable truth that I have ran from my entire life. The good, the bad, the "no way that's true". I'm starting from the beginning and taking you through my personal pits of hell I was drug through and some I created myself. How I am still alive today but a slave to my own past, I'm stepping forward and bringing all my thoughts out loud. Are you in any of them? Join to find out.
Tiers
Diary
$5 or more per month
This tier is for those who want a daily dose of non-sense.  For people that want to be nosy.  Its just a diary of events.  I may post recipes, family photos, everyday life.  Names of anyone outside my home have been changed to protect privacy.  This teir and more available in the "Thoughts out loud" tier (see its description)
Thoughts Out Loud -The past
$10 or more per month
Thoughts Out Loud tier, is exactly that!  I'm taking off this mask I've worn for decades!  This tier is for those struggling depression, anxiety, anger, hate, discontent, divorce, marriage, love... you name it!  It will also include all posts for the Diary tier. For a while now I've considered this idea, exposing myself and my past.  I have so much I am ashamed of, so much I have witnessed, struggles, pain, heartache.... all of which has brought me where I am today.  You don't want to miss this.  You are likely a part of this story, though names have been changed.  I'm talking love, hate, sex, and pain!  Real life stories, stuff only you and I could possibly know.  Unbelievable accounts that don't just happen to everyone. Stories that couldn't possibly happen twice.  I've never shared my thoughts out loud, my hurt, my heartache..  I'm not one for pity parties is why, but if I don't get this out this time, next time wont come.  Thinking about suicide?  Let me change your mind, allowing me to express this openly with all of you is changing mine.  Don't be nosy, I wanna know you're here for the right reasons.  
Worthless, Anxious, Depressed, Anger, no control, unique, weird, genuine, loyal, truthful, you get the idea... these are many of the ways I would describe myself if one would ever ask, But they don't. I've been told I ask too many questions, I have too many ideas, I need too much or want too much. But how is it that I am any different than those around me? Where do I belong, where do you belong. I'm going in detail of every event I can recall in its entirety, every raw, painful, unbelievable truth that I have ran from my entire life. The good, the bad, the "no way that's true". I'm starting from the beginning and taking you through my personal pits of hell I was drug through and some I created myself. How I am still alive today but a slave to my own past, I'm stepping forward and bringing all my thoughts out loud. Are you in any of them? Join to find out.

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Tiers
Diary
$5 or more per month
This tier is for those who want a daily dose of non-sense.  For people that want to be nosy.  Its just a diary of events.  I may post recipes, family photos, everyday life.  Names of anyone outside my home have been changed to protect privacy.  This teir and more available in the "Thoughts out loud" tier (see its description)
Thoughts Out Loud -The past
$10 or more per month
Thoughts Out Loud tier, is exactly that!  I'm taking off this mask I've worn for decades!  This tier is for those struggling depression, anxiety, anger, hate, discontent, divorce, marriage, love... you name it!  It will also include all posts for the Diary tier. For a while now I've considered this idea, exposing myself and my past.  I have so much I am ashamed of, so much I have witnessed, struggles, pain, heartache.... all of which has brought me where I am today.  You don't want to miss this.  You are likely a part of this story, though names have been changed.  I'm talking love, hate, sex, and pain!  Real life stories, stuff only you and I could possibly know.  Unbelievable accounts that don't just happen to everyone. Stories that couldn't possibly happen twice.  I've never shared my thoughts out loud, my hurt, my heartache..  I'm not one for pity parties is why, but if I don't get this out this time, next time wont come.  Thinking about suicide?  Let me change your mind, allowing me to express this openly with all of you is changing mine.  Don't be nosy, I wanna know you're here for the right reasons.