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Welcome, Fairy Friends, to my raw and real process of healing and creating my Self.

I have struggled my whole life with hellish "mental illness" which could not be diagnosed or treated properly.  Severe depression, severe anxiety, social anxiety, suicidal ideation, self-harm, extreme self-hate, self-sabotage, and internal pain so searing, so dark, and so big that those descriptors don't do it justice. Perhaps the best description I can give is it is like being skinned alive over and over and then being disposed of in the ditch while people walk by oblivious to my pain.

Only recently, have I come to understand that I am suffering from childhood developmental trauma, or  CPTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). If you, or a loved one, struggles with something like this, please join me on the healing journey.

I am not coming from a place of one who is healed, or has it all together. I am at the very beginning of recovery. This will be as authentic as possible. You will see me cry. You will see me get angry. I will not always be wearing make up. In fact, often I will look very sick. But, I will also share my joys and what is working and what helps. My hope is to use this as part of my process for healing as well as maybe helping you and giving you hope.

Big hugs!
Badass Fairy
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Welcome, Fairy Friends, to my raw and real process of healing and creating my Self.

I have struggled my whole life with hellish "mental illness" which could not be diagnosed or treated properly.  Severe depression, severe anxiety, social anxiety, suicidal ideation, self-harm, extreme self-hate, self-sabotage, and internal pain so searing, so dark, and so big that those descriptors don't do it justice. Perhaps the best description I can give is it is like being skinned alive over and over and then being disposed of in the ditch while people walk by oblivious to my pain.

Only recently, have I come to understand that I am suffering from childhood developmental trauma, or  CPTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). If you, or a loved one, struggles with something like this, please join me on the healing journey.

I am not coming from a place of one who is healed, or has it all together. I am at the very beginning of recovery. This will be as authentic as possible. You will see me cry. You will see me get angry. I will not always be wearing make up. In fact, often I will look very sick. But, I will also share my joys and what is working and what helps. My hope is to use this as part of my process for healing as well as maybe helping you and giving you hope.

Big hugs!
Badass Fairy

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