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Born and raised in Edmonton, Alberta, Canada. I have always had a problem solving brain, and with that Magic the gathering became a go to for a hobby. Now I look forward with an idea to grow a channel on YouTube making Mtg videos, and all sorts of gaming. Looking to make new friends and reach out to the internet for doing so.
I am an electrician by trade, and because of problems with my son being born 15 weeks early my return to work has been really put on hold. I am using YouTube to push myself into creating something that I hope will be great.
I was diagnosed with Colitis a few years ago and it has been mostly under control over the last 18 months. There were at times when a freedom away from a bathroom was hard, I even at one point set up a tv and snes in it, due to all the issues. As you can see here, I am open with my problems, as I know others out there would be scared to talk about these situations of a bathroom related issues.

When I was 16, my grandmother passed away, she had raised me since 4yo, after gaining custody of me. She was an amazing women and still today I miss her dearly. A few months after her passing my mother, which took over the household, did not see me as more then a mouth to feed. I had left and lived in shelters for the better course of a year, and other homes. When I was close to 18, with government assistance I was able to get my own place and from there my drive to be something more took shape.
I am not always in the best mind set, however I still push the thoughts away and continue on. The last 2 years taking care of my son have really helped my past come forward in my mind. Currently seeking doctor help with anxiety and depression, and medicated helping tons. This road of Youtube videos I hope will continue to help myself push away the negative things and forward to a more positive light.
When I was on my own those many years ago, my mental state of mind was not always great, and those thoughts still come and go today. At the time my closest friends and I turned to Mtg and DnD to tear away the stresses of life. I owe my life to the games I play, and push forward now to create something from those many of epic tales.

Just know, don't take pity on me, or feel bad for the situations I have lived though. This has been the path of travel in my life and I still walk forward today. I have never been great to ask for help with building things, and this is why I am now here on Patreon. I am here asking for a way to build up my life and your life. May it be in from in front of a camera, computer screen or from across the table, I will try my hardest to be me.
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Born and raised in Edmonton, Alberta, Canada. I have always had a problem solving brain, and with that Magic the gathering became a go to for a hobby. Now I look forward with an idea to grow a channel on YouTube making Mtg videos, and all sorts of gaming. Looking to make new friends and reach out to the internet for doing so.
I am an electrician by trade, and because of problems with my son being born 15 weeks early my return to work has been really put on hold. I am using YouTube to push myself into creating something that I hope will be great.
I was diagnosed with Colitis a few years ago and it has been mostly under control over the last 18 months. There were at times when a freedom away from a bathroom was hard, I even at one point set up a tv and snes in it, due to all the issues. As you can see here, I am open with my problems, as I know others out there would be scared to talk about these situations of a bathroom related issues.

When I was 16, my grandmother passed away, she had raised me since 4yo, after gaining custody of me. She was an amazing women and still today I miss her dearly. A few months after her passing my mother, which took over the household, did not see me as more then a mouth to feed. I had left and lived in shelters for the better course of a year, and other homes. When I was close to 18, with government assistance I was able to get my own place and from there my drive to be something more took shape.
I am not always in the best mind set, however I still push the thoughts away and continue on. The last 2 years taking care of my son have really helped my past come forward in my mind. Currently seeking doctor help with anxiety and depression, and medicated helping tons. This road of Youtube videos I hope will continue to help myself push away the negative things and forward to a more positive light.
When I was on my own those many years ago, my mental state of mind was not always great, and those thoughts still come and go today. At the time my closest friends and I turned to Mtg and DnD to tear away the stresses of life. I owe my life to the games I play, and push forward now to create something from those many of epic tales.

Just know, don't take pity on me, or feel bad for the situations I have lived though. This has been the path of travel in my life and I still walk forward today. I have never been great to ask for help with building things, and this is why I am now here on Patreon. I am here asking for a way to build up my life and your life. May it be in from in front of a camera, computer screen or from across the table, I will try my hardest to be me.

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