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About Cyanidas

My name is Gabriel Merchant (he/they)
I'm a transgender guy recovering from PTSD, living in Michigan, USA. I'm learning how to work with my disabilities to propel myself forward in my career and my life.

What to expect

I often post about my personal project, CyQuest; a story set in a magical alien world about mental disorder, painful growth, and accepting help. Click here to read the update blog.

I also provide personal updates to all who follow, as well as exclusive access to a supporter-only channel in my Discord group, where I share WIPs and have one-on-one conversations with my subscribers.

Where your money is going

Your money, as of right now, is all going toward affording groceries and necessities. I'm unable to work in a competitive environment, and I've yet to get a doctor who is able to sign me off of work requirements for food stamps, so money is incredibly tight.

If my partner and I get that fixed and are able to have breathing room, then all money from here will be going towards other things to ensure our quality of life; such as better cooking supplies, better furniture and mattress, more supplies for our cat, and so forth.

In short, I'm broke and would be ecstatic to have your help!!

Have a question? Message me on Discord @ Cyanidas#4527 or email me here!
Want to submit a one-time donation? Consider my Ko-Fi!
$4.33 of $50 per month
Around this much a month would be put towards vital things, like medical costs, food and supplies for my cat, medication, toiletries and hygiene products, and other home supplies (like dishes, tools, furniture from GoodWill, etc).
Basically, this much a month helps keep me and my partner alive.
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